Thursday, January 8, 2009 4:53 PM
I don't know what am I feeling now. I think I'm not quite depressed that school started already and holiday is over. But I'm still like in a holiday mood. My class is okay, seated in the front row which is actually not based on height but birthday. Anyway I don't know if it's me or the fact that my class is smart but I think that over the holidays my brain turned rusty and couldn't really function that well. Thus I can't really catch up with the class. English teacher is Ms Elaine Chng, she's not bad. Chinese teacher is Zheng Lao Shi who is also not bad. She's quite interesting. Maths teacher is Mrs Tong. Erm I don't know if it's me or the fact that she teaches our class very fast. Like speeding through everything. My class is supposedly to be like one of the best class like 302 so maybe that's why she teaches us very fast. Either that or I'm just plain dumb and cannot understand A.Maths. And funnily I'm the only one who don't understand... Anyway now a little better le, can understand a little more. Chemistry is Ms J. Lim. Physics is Mr Pandian who is quite a good teacher. Biology is Mrs Lip who taught me last year before going on maternity leave. She's quite good but second lesson with her I was lost already. She asked us to draw animal cell. After that she add lots of other components into the animal cell, even the very detailed one. And the 2 types of cell division- what miosis and mitosis. (think spell wrongly) Then still got ribosomes, SER,RER which is smooth something something and rough something something. And golgi apparatus and lots of other stuff which leaves my brain in severe damage. E.Geog still ok. My class is a very smart one. Except me. Haiz if only I can appeal to change class to 301. Stress... I'm very stressed now. And tired from doing A.Maths. And can I emphasize STRESS? Very stress that I cannot really catch up with the class and I'm sort of lagging behind. If only life in sec 3 is the same as life in sec 2. Where you don't need to worry about a lot of things. Where 206 is funny and always lively. And there's always something funny in class. Now it's just plain lagging behind and not being able to catch up. And one last thing. The teachers expect you to be a super know it all genius who will know all the answers without explaining. I'm gonna eat chocolate later. Let me have some endorphins in my body. On the bright side, CCA extravanganza is on Sat and I'll be performing. Hope lots of sec 1 will join drama. Note to all SEC 1 it's very fun in here lots of things to laugh about and do. And it's the only place where I can feel like I'm back at sec 2 and there's less thing to worry. All my stress seems to be gone when I'm at drama. If this goes on, I'll collaspe man, need a cousellor soon. Sorry that you've to read me complain. Won't post so soon. And I still want to migrate to US. More freedom. Look at pics. There's lots more. 200+ to be exact. And though drama might be smaller in size compared to other performing art like d**** WE"RE VERY UNITED! :D AND IT'S ONE OF THE THINGS THAT I LIKE ABOUT DRAMA! :D
