I'm both utterly grossed out but yet I do understand where he/she is coming from, we have all seen it before. I agree with the adage now- "Never judge a book by its cover." I feel like just speaking to a councillor or like with someone that won't judge me.
Saturday, July 31, 2010 12:15 PM
I never expected this. I really never ever expected this to ever happen. I don't want it to happen. It feels so surreal but I really want to say it out and clarify this matter but I can't. The stakes at risk are ever so high. I don't want to contempt this person, he/she is so close to me but I really can't help but see him/her differently now. I can no longer see him/her the same as I did before because the secret about him/her is just seriously unbelievable. I can no longer trust him/her, whatever he/she does now will make me ponder and my mind is just full of desultory thoughts. I have copious amount of ideas in my mind now and it's so full I want to just spill it out. Albeit my sister feels that everything will not change but I can't help but have this gut feeling that everything will change. Why am I facing all this problems now? I just want to get out this house and leave everything behind for it's no longer the same as before. I want to trust him/her but the evidence that are present beg to differ. WHY?
Sunday, July 25, 2010 10:11 PM
It's gonna rain in 10 minutes time. Yay hope it rains so heavily till it floods again. *note the sarcasm darn you SS 2005/7 can't really remember. Think it's 2005. The new iPad is out in Singapore! :D It's not that I am gonna buy it or anything, didn't even get to see or touch it at Best, the people were crowding around it as if they saw Lady Gaga or something. hmm... ok talk about Apple craze.
Lady Pasta...Pa pa pa pa pasta!
Lady Pasta...Pa pa pa pa pasta!
Friday, July 23, 2010 5:13 PM
The idea of perfect ten is just great. I'm feeling freaking happy sort of. My eyes is freaking tired and itchy and sticky. ciao off to learn french! :D
Je suis vraiment très heureux que j'aie obtenu le dixième dans le niveauxa
Monday, July 12, 2010 5:53 PM
WATCH IT PLEASE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Saturday, July 10, 2010 6:55 AM
Gonna go do my first job in like 3 hours time. Haha, helping Qinsi distribute leaflets for his Mum's tuition centre. :) Haha but the pay is like haha oh well, I'm just trying to find something to make my time fly. Wonder if I should go cycling next Sunday haha feeling so tired and lazy to go but then again I want to leh, it's been ages since I went to ECP and I wanna cycle.
I love lomography! :D wanna buy one lomo cam but I'm happy with my iPhone's app!
Got back most of my papers, as I expected E.Math Paper 2 was ok, but could be better should I have been more careful and not misunderstood the question. Darn the stupid horizontal base, guess I was reading too much into it. Humans was surprising, I didn't expect Geography to get an A2 considering I blanked out and literally cried when I couldn't remember a thing. I'm quite happy with Biology, haha actually especially my MCQ coz I was really half guessing some of the stuff like the Hydrogen bond in DNA. Like what? ok right, it's not in the tb I swear, I checked it and Surin still says it is. Oh well. Paper 2 for Bio was ok, lost a few marks coz again I was reading too much into the question, ie the diploid number chromosomes. Wrote 6 at first then changed to 3 coz I read too much. Emath 1 was a scammer, haha the smallest value of K was seriously a scam! I wanna get back Chem and Physics but Chemistry... haha saw other classes' paper and I realised I made lots of mistakes already. Oh well it's just prelim 1.
I love lomography! :D wanna buy one lomo cam but I'm happy with my iPhone's app!
Thursday, July 8, 2010 9:09 PM
I suddenly feel that I'm too adapted to being in school for half a day. A full day in school is now so tiring haha. Anyways, I like the new Hagen Dazs Caramel Biscuit with Cream! It's surprisingly delicious despite the weird name, every bite tastes like I'm eating caramel biscuit like duh but it's nice in a way that's it's special and cool.
"你好我是 LuLu..." haha epic! Gonna watch Despicable Me, should be nice! :)
Tomorrow gonna go for drama to see their full dress rehearsal haha, it's been like months since I last went for drama session, really excited to see them! :) TVB Drama is so nice! :) haha but fml, I thought my phone was vibrating when it's actually the TV haha.
"你好我是 LuLu..." haha epic! Gonna watch Despicable Me, should be nice! :)
Wednesday, July 7, 2010 8:07 PM
Yes finally.....
FINALLY IT IS OVER!! Yes thank you but sadly prelim two is coming up soon, like erm... after I finish writing this post haha coz seriously the school is out to get us to die out of like fatigue. :O oh well, went to Vivo in the afternoon, haha got $300 worth of vouchers coz my dad redeemed it from his credit card! haha so fun to use vouchers, just look at the stuffs, like it pay it by vouchers! haha bought 4 towels, damn soft, good quality and it's cheap! At least cheaper than Isetan's. Bought 2 shirts and ice cream from hagen dazs! haha love their green tea ice cream, it's like 甜而不腻. It's quite shuang to relax now but then tmr the papers will like be given back to us... er...right ok all the best then. haha
PRELIM ONE IS OVER
FINALLY IT IS OVER!! Yes thank you but sadly prelim two is coming up soon, like erm... after I finish writing this post haha coz seriously the school is out to get us to die out of like fatigue. :O oh well, went to Vivo in the afternoon, haha got $300 worth of vouchers coz my dad redeemed it from his credit card! haha so fun to use vouchers, just look at the stuffs, like it pay it by vouchers! haha bought 4 towels, damn soft, good quality and it's cheap! At least cheaper than Isetan's. Bought 2 shirts and ice cream from hagen dazs! haha love their green tea ice cream, it's like 甜而不腻. It's quite shuang to relax now but then tmr the papers will like be given back to us... er...right ok all the best then. haha
off to watch TVB dramas! haha 掌上明珠 is nice go watch it. ciao! :D
Friday, July 2, 2010 6:23 PM
IT'S OFFICIAL AMATH PAPER 1 IS THE TOUGHEST PAPER I'VE EVER DONE IN MY WHOLE LIFE, SO TOUGH THAT I FEEL LIKE CRYING COZ I CAN'T SOLVE THE STUPID INTEGRATION QUESTION, THE GRAPH, THE TRIGO, THE CONNECTED RATE OF CHANGE AND MANY MANY MORE. I REALLY WANT TO JUST SCREAM OUT LOUD HALF WAY THROUGH THE PAPER COZ IT'S REALLY REALLY FREAKING AND FUCKING HARD. MIND MY LANGUAGE SORRY. SPEAKING OF WHICH HAHA HUI ZHEN IS RIGHT, THH BRITISH SITCOM " MIND YOUR LANGUAGE" IS HILARIOUS! :DDDDDDDDDD
Thursday, July 1, 2010 2:39 PM
It has come to my notice that my wait and yearn for a reply is fruitless and futile and I've decided to stop my endless wait for a reply from a JC. What are the odds that I'm the lucky 13 people who made it for the interview? Like 13/400 that's the odd. It's quite saddening no doubt but what makes me so disappointed with myself is that I've wasted my teachers' effort in writing the letters no matter how long or short it is. Should I give dsa a try again like with acjc? I want to but yet I don't want to as well, I just feel like putting all my efforts into O and give it my best shot, for all I know I might even and the word here is EVEN have the chance to shove my results at chi's face after Os.
Like my sister said "What can't kill you will only make you stronger." I'll be stronger.
Like my sister said "What can't kill you will only make you stronger." I'll be stronger.
2:34 PM
I love to sleep in the rain, pure blissfulness! Gonna go sleep