It has come to my notice that my wait and yearn for a reply is fruitless and futile and I've decided to stop my endless wait for a reply from a JC. What are the odds that I'm the lucky 13 people who made it for the interview? Like 13/400 that's the odd. It's quite saddening no doubt but what makes me so disappointed with myself is that I've wasted my teachers' effort in writing the letters no matter how long or short it is. Should I give dsa a try again like with acjc? I want to but yet I don't want to as well, I just feel like putting all my efforts into O and give it my best shot, for all I know I might even and the word here is EVEN have the chance to shove my results at chi's face after Os.
Like my sister said "What can't kill you will only make you stronger." I'll be stronger.